Stark Naked
I have no confidence in my work. I had to present my drawings to my client yesterday and I felt the way I usually do when I present my work: flabby and weak.
I am absolutely blind about what I produce;I have no idea what others see in my work. Which image is truly distorted? Is it the self-image or the one that others see? Who gets the best viewing?
In my drawing, my question isn’t ”am I fat or ugly” but rather the ultimate fear: ”am I a hack?” Fearing that I know the answer to that first question leads me to the next question: “will I be exposed?” Each presentation is a risk of exposure. So pathetic.
